forget the love, and move on.
no point holding onto someone who no longer loves you
Time to Time
Sunday, May 31, 2009 7:09 AM

once again ' find for the right person' my mom says..
Juz nw mom & sis were toking out their opinions abt marriage la..
At a point of time my sis asks my mom ' when can i get one?'i'm already gonna be 21 years.LOL
mom says for nw u can get a frend but dont go deep into a relationship first.wow
I guess my mom has given her a green signal la....i'm fine with it.hehe..
And after toking to my sis, mom comes up to me while i was watching tv.
Mom: ' fala i think you are toking to someone in ur poly rite'?
Me: I dont noe any indian guys la ma...
Mom: ' u sure a not?i think u toking to some one rite? than u toking to a malay guy??
Fala: No, i dont noe anyone, except my classmates.(smilez to my self)

after that i was smiling to myself la..wth...i guess she reading my msgs...oh shit mannn.

Than my mom says, if u got any problem u can tok out to ur sis or me oki? dont keep to urself fala..haha...wht is thr to keep?u think i wanna tell my mom i admire someone??lol!

Then, mom go and tok to sis again abt lifee...argh....and i disrupted thier convo at a point of time..hahaha...okok done..nitez....sian tmr sch...:(

OH SHIT...mom is checking on me nw...when i msn....wht did i doooooooo????hahha
Relax
Saturday, May 30, 2009 8:55 AM

3.00am
Oh yeah...didnt noe i wld spend my fri in such a fun way yup
cuz stayed over at my place.
We watched tv, toked about marriage, dont y ah parents keep toking abt it now days.:(
And yesh we played monopoly from 1- 4am.cool man...soo fun
At first i was lagging behind ah, i didnt have any houses and keep paying $ to the bank
And my cuz was bullying me man..LOL!
and and and at the end of the game i was the winner la!!thats fala...hehe
After that watched tv, munch on chips.slpt at 4.30am
Woke up at 1.00am.haha..evening slpt again lar.
yahooo..i got $10 from my grandma.hehe...but i'll save it yah...
Also today, my bro very clever lah i tell u..he wanted to vaccum the sofa,coz it was dirty
At the same time, his hamster was on the sofa.
He brought the vaccum sooooo close to the hamster that it was SUCKED up by the vaccum
Scary shit man..and we were finding it, and it camo-ed together with the dust.
Bro was sooo shakened..luckily it is not dead lar.thank god!:)
Fun weekend...and back to work again lar.
proj 2 this week gonna be bored again.doing satay gravy...hiyooo..
Will blog soon again..bye....HAPPY WEEKEND!
I hurt her feelings
Friday, May 29, 2009 2:33 AM

how heartless, idiot can i be lah???
i donno whts the truth behind it...
but still when she came to tok to me i should have juz shut up m mouth and juz tok to her...
saw her outside cheers, toked, she started crying than i cried.
I feel very very guilty, sad, that i hurt her feelings and accused her...Told her sorri donno how man times , still when she cried + her tears remains in my eyes.
I hope no one in the family noes abt this.....

Shits man.how idiot can i be??

Ok lah, sch has been hectic with reports, project,research..
not enough slp...
Juz came back from sch,nw resting, wanna slp, but visitors came..:(

and my keyboyard is not working properly......the letter'y' is been repeated umpteen times...veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
irritating.u see how many y's are thr.....hiyoooooo.
Guilty
Sunday, May 24, 2009 12:47 AM

Yest went to watch night at museum 2 at 11pm.I think the movie was funni and gd lah.
I say i THINK coz I was spending half of the time sleeeeping le..i cldnt control...i was sooo damn slpy..i juz wasted my father's $$$$.after movie went out to eat and back home at 2.30am

Well, in the morning,sat, i went to watch the SCL kick off with jessie, and roufang,sandra too.
Wah , waited for jessie n rf soooo long....I left he place at 12pm..I didnt wan to stay coz i felt uncomfortable la...yupz..hmmm.....feeling guilty...i'm sorriii anyways.i donno y also...yeah FS were good,scored goals too...but didnt get to finals..nvm ah...at least got balls into the net

And i wanna the N85 nokia phone !! i wanna buy, i'm scared to ask my father....

ok okok i beta stop blogging
Gotta do research for projects, reportS,tuts.hiaz....

Sch is bored
Sch is stress
Sch is not fun
Sch means tired, slpy
Lectures are boring

Wake up fala, have not been paying attention, except for HBI

done.

I'M SORRY!
Hatred
Friday, May 22, 2009 8:17 AM

Taken in lab

HIHIHIHI,

Fm tut started at 9am

Had break from 10-1pm

Practical lesson after that

Singing kindergarden songs, turning around with the chair

So childish ar,haha

Ended at 4.00pm,went home with wc.

haha, i juz realise that wc is sooo scared of insects,esp:cockroach.LOL!

Here's the convo:


[c=21][ w e i c h i a n g ][/c=36][c=7] hahaha [/c=9] says:


AHH shit..my room got cockroach
medium big
LOL


Fala says:
HAHAHAHHA!
u scared of cockroach?

[c=21][ w e i c h i a n g ][/c=36][c=7] hahaha [/c=9] says:
i m not scared
but it flew RIGHT AT ME!


[c=21][ w e i c h i a n g ][/c=36][c=7] hahaha [/c=9] says:
i jumped...like dancing


[c=21][ w e i c h i a n g ][/c=36][c=7] hahaha [/c=9] says:
i m used to small ones..this is first time a big one flew RIGHT AT ME!!!
Fala says:
HAHHAHA!!

[c=21][ w e i c h i a n g ][/c=36][c=7] hahaha [/c=9] says:
i wanna buy insecticide
Fala says:
than whr's the cockroach nw

[c=21][ w e i c h i a n g ][/c=36][c=7] hahaha [/c=9] says:
i dunno
went into hiding

Fala says:
wt
go catch la
wait u sleeping time it comes to u
eeeee

[c=21][ w e i c h i a n g ][/c=36][c=7] hahaha [/c=9] says:
sleeping i think i would probably crush it without noticing

BE BRAVE WC!

AND.....tmr's SCL kick-off, i donno wanna go anot!?????confuse.

Jessie,roufang might go,sandra's asking me to go...i donno!!ermm...

me and wc wish to be in someone's class..hahha...LOL!

Nitez.


False Attach
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 7:00 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JR!
Took photos of jr but it's censored..some one was behind him was without wearing shirt.haha
After fd marketing, gave a surprise for juin rong for his b'day at the stadium.
Wow, jessie has been promoted to a PE teacher.
Asking us to close the gap while walking!!!jessie, i noe u can walk fast coz got magic legs rite?
Yeah, than sabo jr by splashing water, later rushed back for practical at blk Q
Well, we were having fun at practical class today ah.
We were pasting signs behind people's back,and fooling around.
Take photos, laugh.
I had a call from some one, and i asked myself who was tt n i asked back to myself.
Crazy people like siti, and jessie started to LAUGH!LOL
Nuraini, was giving me a prank call lehz..hehe..and i gave her back too=)
Lesson ended at 5.30, but stayed back at sch to slack with sumi and siti
Toking to sumi, while siti was busy using the laptop
sumi is the third person asking am i attached?
Fala ans: no i'm not!
But i'm FALSE ATTACHED! i juz created this new word=)
Back home at 8.50pm.super duper sleepy



Clap me- pasted on nick's back
Stab me- pasted on nuraini, nick and donno who
Kick my ass-thawit,nick,jessie.

FS0802 is made up of nonsense students.haha

Dreams Foreva
Monday, May 18, 2009 8:51 AM

Bored.
Yo, wassup people.
nth much today...
things are getting a little better
hope it goes smoothly as time goes by
Thanx to my frends, siti,sumi,nuraini,ry,sandra and more for being thr and asking me how am i
Being with u all in sch, and laughing juz made me forget i had probz.
Thanks alot guys.

yesh,lucky no fd chem which starts at 8 ah.
haha! so tmr sch is 11...enough slp.
Still not uploaded the past days photos...
Will upload soon...

Take care!

Get on with life fala....no point thinking abt it & smiling to urself!
Allah noes who am i fated to be with=)
Forgettful
Sunday, May 17, 2009 7:30 AM

OMG!!!whattheshit man!!!i andddd ruying juz realised that we didnt hand in our report.!!!wth....omg..gonna minus mark like that...shit shit..all of us totally forgot after fd chem prac sia...oh no!!i shld have listened to ry..she said we shall hand in during the break time...but i told her after class lah..coz i was in no mood n pissed + lazy to walk!!so shitty lar.i'm sorri ruiying...we shall hand in TMR!damn marks gone lar.!

ARGHHH!!!ok lah...anyway went queensway today for shopping.
I bought a watch;
Sis bought a watch too
Brother bought a shirt,street soccer ball & a watch
Brother always gets wat he wants sia!NOT FAIR!haha
Went arcade
Back home!

Sch at 12 tmr...yay can slp!

Nitez!
Sadness
Friday, May 15, 2009 7:52 AM

I donno y life is so miserable ...I still havent get over it...its still on and in the process.....in this case i wanna spend less time at home.I'm still super sad!!!

whteva, since my blog is dying,i'll update...but i seriously dont have to mood!

Have been staying till late at sch, yest and today
No mood to go home
Thanks siti for accompanying,and today wc ,nuraini
Today after prac, went mac, tok,play childish games.hahaha
Went home with wc
In the train & on my way hm juz couldnt stop laughing
There was this guy in the train who was keep repeating wht the person was saying over the speaker
He was saying:'Next station'tiong bahru' 'Doors are closing' And when the door was closing,he reacted it out!super funni lah...but wc was not thr, if nt i wld hv laugh out loud!ahaha
And when the train was going underground rite, he was taking photo of the darkness.
I look at wc, wc saw me...and we were lyk?wht the hell he doing?hahaha..
Next, when passengers got into the train, he said 'Please move towards the car!'

I'll stop here...& will upload photos some other time!

Nitez

I juz hope things get beta..

I saw u 2 times yest , and 2 times today...NO HI,NO BYE!
I didnt want to to say also,i was not in a good mood.
I juz feel like deleting u from msn
But i wouldnt...see ya...have a great time with ur FRENDZ!
Broken-
Wednesday, May 13, 2009 7:10 AM

Tears falling down my cheeks.
As i'm typing, i'm crying.
I donno how to express it.
I'm realli gonna be ******* sad if anything goes wrong
ALLAH I HOPE U WILL GIVE A CHANCE WHOEVER DID THE MISTAKE
I donno wht to say
Once i came back home from sch i heard this.
Tears, tears, cryinggggggggg

If i didnt tok pleaseeeeeeeeeee forgive me...this goes out to my classmates and specially to ry,nuraini,siti,wc,thawit whom i mostly tok to.....

See u in sch tmr.bye

'Cries'
Hesitation
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 9:50 AM

Arghhhh...hesitation is always there for me..i dono y....i should be more brave and dont care wht others do or think ah....

asal kau taknak bebual dgn aku?i learnt this from nuraini..actualli i asked her to translate la...i learnt some malay today.haha...

Today prac test...gone case la!i didnt noe wht i did....i screwed up i guess..
Gram stain cant be seen,cant get the culture at once....wth...pass can ready la
Cant see the e.coli in microscope ..damn shitty..
I've to pass!its 10% u noe...thats such a huge marks that will help..my god!

Tmr is allllll the wayyyy unit operation tut...he's damn boring
he toks alotttttttttt......and he handwriting super nice seh...

Paused:siti says:man u vs man city 2-0
Whts the link?she told me she's doing her tut...and her tut has the score in it?LOL!

Get back....unit operation is soooo boring...i'm not gonna listen to half of the lect for sure
Its not i dont wanna listen...i juz cant absorb...

I approached u, u chatted, but didnt ask me anything..?
Are u shy?
You dont wana tok?
But i'm happy that u replied.
I'll be satisfied with what i got and not ask more...
See u soon....

Bye!
Sick
Saturday, May 9, 2009 7:40 AM

Y is most of them falling sick?

I'm having flu,headache,cramps like shit..
Cant even do the reports i have
So irritating
Keep sneezing and sleeping
Woke up at 11am, slp again at 2pm ,slp again at 5pm
Woke up again at 7pm
Feel like slping again la....
But i'll be lazy...nvm ....lets wait till 12am and i'll go to bed..


So lethargic...:(
Whteva
Wednesday, May 6, 2009 7:12 AM

We had break from 9.30-12.00.Unit operations lect was cancelled.Look at the ladies sleeeeeeping and having a sweet dream.I was stoning and listening to music.HEHE..


Here it is:

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[She always slps like that]=) Finally, her face can be seen!
















[She's sound asleep.Don not disturb] [SITI!!!WHERE YOUR HEAD SIA??Can u spot it?]

LOL!


This ladies have studied too much..they are tooo tired..

One more thing...Who wanna see siti's $80 expensive plastic made shoes??Here it is:

She's sooo proud to show!LOL!Actualli she didnt bring her covered shoes...........








Thats all!
Bye!
I'm gonna get hit by someone!*runs away*
No Words
Tuesday, May 5, 2009 7:22 AM

Sighhh............Before switching on my laptop, i saw a piece of paper on my table.And it says Defination for Fadleelah.From the handwriting i knew that some one in my family wrote it.Juz take a look below.

If u cant realli see it.The defination of Fadleelah:Quiet,patient,Punctual,Ignorant,Not willingness,Not entertaining,Neat Work,Not Friendly,Not informative.

Well, i've nothing to say.
3rd week of school and work is piling up and up especially reports..Finding info is so difficult.

Mon(4th May) was the first day we had to take our temperatures.As i was late for class, some of us didnt have our temperatures taken.But when we wanted to go and eat and mac, there was security preventing us from going in.We had to show the green sticker before entering.There were barriers and we had to tap also.It was lyk wht?i donno ah...preventing us from eating.And not only once take temp, had to take twice, am and pm.my god!irritating ah..monday was boring.OH yeah i forgot smth...mon had human bio prac and we got to look at our blood smears..and we this ruiying very naughty taking photos using graphics.HAHA!!and lastly Mr AK got irritated and said can u keep this job outside the class..haha..referring to me, nuraini ,thawit all..hehe

Tues again had to take temp.Class only starts at 11.10am.So i thought to have my temp taken after my lesson ends.But sumitha told me that we are not allowed into class if we dont have out temp taken.lyk wth.?why they dont check the people who have gone overseas.?s'pore not affected yet also..but yah its for our own gd..so i'l stop complaining.

Today again i acted a bit crazy.i did stupid things again ah.During lab lesson, i was wearing a pair of gloves.We had to do gram staining ah.Than i did, and my glove on the left hand thumb side had saffranin pink stained.Nuraini ask me lyk stain till like tt.?i told her hiya nvm later will be ok wan.Butttttttt,when i took out the glove to wash my hand my whole thumb was stained pink lar!I started laughing, and so siti.LOL!Then, went to wash away also the stain was not going off lo.i used decolourizer also onli a little went off..omg...was thr a hole in the glove?i donno also...i didnt check
It's not so pinkish here...hehe...wc said that i was allergic to stains..=)nonsense he

What i did next was when i wanted to close the cap of the tube, my glove got stuck..and i was trying to pull out , & i realise the glove got stuck..hmm.....then when tapping the petri dish , my glove got sticked together with it ..pull n pull n pull cant come out sia....and siti was asking to cut off using the sharp edge..i thought she was asking me to cut off my fingers.!blur blur fala.

Finally going home time, went toilet.Adjusted my necklace.Guess wht?it came out into into..Now i have no necklace to wear..Both necklace gone?anyone wanna buy for me a necklace?wish u would?haha...

Lastly,i listened to the food micro lecture today.surprising eh?lol!i'll continue that....

See Ya!
Hardworing boy!Butttt i wont say that lah..haha..he was just acting coz i was taking a snap of him